Ok they didn't really. I just had a dream last night that they did though. In my dream, I went to a "cult convention." I don't know if I made this up in my head but the convention was to talk about different types of cults. So I got to the convention, started listening to it and talking with some of the other people there. Then I guess we were walking around and I saw my dad. So I started doing this thing where we were going around this big circle and I was trying to hide. Like he was chasing me but I was trying to hide. So when he caught up to me he just beat the crap out of me. Eventually I think someone tried to help me but I was all beat up. In particular my right thigh had 4 bruises on it.
Ok this isn't normal right? I've had lots of nightmares since I left JW's though.
Also on another note I actually accomplished something good recently, but then I also neglected doing something, and I'm basically beating myself up about it.
Just wondering if anyone has similar feelings, i.e. nightmares, having trouble feeling good about yourself even if you do something good, neglecting to do things and then feeling bad about it..