My name is Nick, I've been mentally out of the organization for over a year, been ditching meetings for almost a year, and been physically out of the organization since July.
In the month of June I joined Ex-JW recovery due to intense suicidal and violent tendencies but ever since I was kicked out of the house, I've been comparatively much better. I was raised a witness but in my last two years of High school I began drifting away both mentally and physically. This caused intense strain between my parents and myself until finally tensions rose so much that my brother and I both flat out said "we quit" to our parents. My brother still lives at home due to his being hardly 15 but we try to keep in touch as much as possible.
Any questions? :)